![]() CONFESSION TIME: I really did not want to continue to pursue a relationship with God. I was on my Sam Smith “Pray” trip but trust I bounced back with the quickness. I was grounded with these words from Tasha Cobb Leonard’s latest album “You Know My Name” and I cried… I just sat on my bed and cried. After that I prayed… I was so tired angry and afraid it took ALL my strength to bend on my knees and confess all my hurt hopes and dreams. I was afraid to admit to God that I was nervous to share myself with yet another being out of fear that one day, he would up and bounce. BUT HE DIDN’T & unbeknownst to me Jesus/ God/ The Holy Spirit has BEEN down. So lovelies with that being said no matter how ugly the past you think you have, no matter how bleak your ‘now’ may seem, Jesus died for you and me because He thought the best of us IN SPITE OF those ugly things we try to keep locked away. Thanks for reading lovelies, Peace & Blessings, <3 Nándi I am dedicating this post to my former youth pastor Kim Trawick. I was so lost on how to pursue an authentic relationship with God until one day I decided to take my mother’s advice and write to my youth pastor… my life changed drastically after i received her letter. The wisdom that was sent to me has continued to bear such good fruit i just have to share with you all. “God doesn’t just want the put together you, He wants the ugly dark things that sometimes we try to hide out of fear” Thank you Kim for those words that continue to give your girl life and remind me of how deep my God’s love for me is. I will miss you and Ryan dearly!!! Rock that city girl like only you can for Jesus!!!!
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