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Can I be candid? (pun intended)
God slightly annoyed me. He was so right ALL of the time that when I was wrong I tended to blame Him to make myself feel better. ESPECIALLY when it came to my failed romantic "relationships." Bitterly I would ask God with through tear stained lips and regret filled eyes why He would allow someone to come into my life who would hurt me? Eventually I realized that God was not to blame, I was and I soon figured out why. 1. I never consulted God on who I should and should not allow to take me on dates. 2. I never consulted God about who should have my number to contact me regularly. Moral of the story is I never consulted God period. I was calling all the shots and doing so unsuccessfully, but I still blamed God for the aftermath. What I understand now that I did not comprehend back then was that God is a gentleman. He was not going to force me to follow His way of living out my singleness. Now that I know better, I am finally embracing waiting on God's cue and direction and not relying on my own intuition. I may not know what God has in store for me, but I know that I cannot lose when God is a part of the equation. Thanks for reading lovelies, Peace & Blessings, <3 Nándi
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